Do you suppose she's a wild flower?

- xoxo

Saturday, 26 December 2009

Merry christmas lovers.

Hello little lovers, hope you all had a really gorgeous christmas. I went over too my aunts who love's just outside the city i went with the rest of my family, it was lovely we had a lovely big dinner with all the trimmins. Sorry i haven't blogged but i have just been so busy.
I got some nice pressies, i got lots of just girly stuff from family , make up bath stuff etc lots of jammies & cosy stuff.

Anyway i will do a decent blog later with photos and stuff :) .


Sunday, 13 December 2009

Another little update 13.Dec.09

Hello gorgeous followers!
How is your lead up to Christmas going? mine is pretty hectic because we are also in the middleof decorating, and my new bedroom so I'm literally tripping over paint but im just happy it will be all pretty & finished for christmas.

I haven't started shopping for other people's presents yet , me & my boyfriend are going shopping this Saturday too pick out each others gifts together because we don't do surprises ! i just hate them ahaha, then the following week on Christmas eve's eve we are going to see the musical of beauty & the beast because i love musicals! that's really all that's happening apart from seeing my best friend, im a pretty boring bunnie.

I love shopping & living in Glasgow , most of it is beautiful.

Also my best friend Kaighla has started doing youtube videos, she will have a few more up tomorrow , its please check it out!

More blogs coming soon guys, take care

pjay xoxo

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

Christmas list.


Dear Mr Claus.
Believe it or not i think i have been a seriously good girl this year! better than past year's anyway.
The first thing i would like is or my bedroom to be finished , it has to be swapped around with the living room, so its taking forever and seriously stressing me out , everything's a mess & in limbo.

Second is my little make up list
I only started too like make up when i started watching YT vids,
various mac shadows.
the mac pencil brush
a dazzleglass in steppin out
elf brush set
boing concealer
& a few other stuff.

New perume,
which i usually get from family members
& viva la juicy, yum yum.

Stuff i can get myself with xmas money
like a new bag & some clothes, new heels .

Cute new jammies, i love jim jams!
& some things from lush.

and that's all i can think of
hopeully get some surprises.

Oh and boyfriend promised to book us some tickets to beauty & the beast musical net week, he assured me the tickets will not sell out haha, im such a child :(

Pjay xox

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

Blog award.


1. Thank the person who nominated you for this award.

Thanks staceee

2. Copy the logo and place it on your blog.

3. Link to the person who nominated you for this award.

4. Name 7 things about yourself that people might find interesting.

5. Nominate a Kreative Blogger.

6. Post links to the blog you nominate.

7. Leave a comment on each of the blogs letting them know they have been nominated.

1. I have only had 1 serious boyfriend , we have went out for nearly 2 and a half year and still happy. love him :)

2. I live in Glasgow , i actually love it though. I don't think id rather be anywhere else.

3. I love too travel but i haven't been anywhere outside UK for two year's, as soon as i turn eighteen i plan to go at least one or two new places a year.

4. I have a fear of driving, even when im in the passenger seat i shudder if something goes by fast.

5. I was an only child for 14 years , but now i have a two year old half brother, he's cute i guess :) .

6. I have only recently just realised that best friends are far and few.

7. My favourite food is chinease , mmm

I tag;

Manthie xo

8 Most WornI was tagged do to this by one of my bestest's Manthie.

1. Most worn Lipstick/Lipgloss
My Most worn lipstick is Rimmel Pink Blush. I dont buy much lipstick as it dosen't really suit me and takes alot of vaseline to make it work which by then the colour just looks manky , but i do love pink blush it is a very bright barbie pink so i tend to only use a tiny bit and put on some lipgloss over it.

2. Most worn earrings
I used to love big earings but the last few years all i have worn is studs or small chandelier earings but mostly i just wear little fake pearl studs.

3.Most worn top
Hmm i dont know that is tricky , i prefer to wear plain cami's with cardigans, so i dont ever really go for big bold prints or anything specail.

4.Most worn nail polish
I couldent answer this , i paint my nails all sorts of colours all the time even though they are in bad condition so i have stopped for a while, My favourite colour though is any sort off glossy dark brown, perfect form winter.

5.Most worn shoes
pumps, pumps pumps of anykind.

6.Most worn hair product
Deffo hairspray or dry shampoo.

7.Most worn perfume
I use perfume too quickly so it dosent last me, my favourite is gucci rush original though. Yum.

8.Most worn handbang
Right now its just a little brown vintage style satchel from primark. I'm not much into bags but i can appreciate a pretty one.

I tag all my followers if you haven't already

pjay xox

Update. 3.nov.09

Hey guys, so i havent wrote in a while but i already told yous why (the lack of job) which should mean i would have more time to blog right? wrong.. because i have nothing to blog about! .

Anyway haven't been doing much except hanging out with my bestie & staying at my boyfriends house on weekends, but couldn't go last weekend because he had the mumps :( .
It was my best friend Kaighla's birthday at the weekend and her mum baught us all tickets to go to the 'enchanted forest' it was away up in Pitlochry which is a good 2/3 hours away from Glasgow, infact it took 4 hours on the way up ! The forest was more of a family thing and me being nearly 18 , and kaighla just turned 19 it was abit boring but the lights on the loch where beautiful & we got drunk in the car up and back, cheeky cheeky ;) .

In other news, i had a serious conversation with my dad on what i'm actually going to do with my life, as trying to find a job isn't working. So i decided i will put the hard work in for once and join college in August 2010, hopefully there will be courses starting sooner but if not then august. I have decided that i will study social care, it was a toss up between that or dental nursing but i have made my choice. In the mean time i'm just trying to find a job to get me through till then. Do you ever wish you had made your mind up about you want to do with yourself a little sooner? i do.

So guys , that's my blog post for today, gonna go ahead & get some tags done.
Love pjay xoxo

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

29th sept 09.

Hey girls, so if you read my boring old posts you will know that i just quit my job so i haven't been shopping since last payday which clearly brakes my little heart! whats a girl to do.

Also today i have been really ill so i couldn't be bothered to do a decent post so i thought i would just leave you with a cute little outfit i did on, sorry for being a bore but i guess its better than no post at all! .

ALSO - thank you very much too my 30+ subs, makes my day too see one more there.

project runway, eee i love it.
coca cola mixed with redbull try it ,
pink nails

having the flu
not been shopping since last month, omg :(

Anyway thank you for following
pjay xoxo

Monday, 28 September 2009

28th sept 2009. This time last year

This time last year. I was still pouting like a mad man^ but yeah i came across this picture and I'm sure its just before this time last year. It's so funny too think that then i was only 16 and now I'm about to turn 18 after Christmas. I didn't know it then but i was just about to get my 1st job aha. I also didn't know that i would still have the same friends and the same arguments with the same people. One thing i did think about was having the same boyfriend which i would think about not having, turns out i still have the same him aswell. I live in the same house and i'm still the same height and weight, but bless me when i think in my head i seam so young. By no means do i think i'm more mature than 16 year old me, but its fun.

Anyway not much going on today, just going to have my dinner, get ready and go to my boyfees for a couple of days. Oh yeah and try and look for a job , almost forgot there ;) .

the Paul o'grady show is back eee, makes me feel wintery haha
the x-factor, i don't care i love it
having to wrap up!

feeling like i just rode in from the windy city everytime i try to venture out.
headaches, i think i better move my but and get some specs
lack of motivation,

Pj xoxo

Saturday, 26 September 2009

26th sept 09.

Hi guys, i have been playing around with my blog, it was looking too busy for my likening so its in a current state of construction please ignore it. So today i woke up with all the good intention of going to my boyfriends today but i woke up feeling like crap and didn't feel like doing the journey which consists of a bus into town then a 45 minute bus journey. I really miss him because usually id go down after work on the Saturday and stay till around Monday then travel home, but of course things have changed a bit so i have to wait till Monday to go down. I'm not doing alot just chilling in my house which i feel like i haven't been in for ages. Anyway the point of this blog is that i nearly have 30 followers which made me happy because my blogs abit pointless but it makes me happy so thank you and tell me what you'd like too see?.

Another thing, my hair - the bain of my life. It has only had one trim a few months ago since summer 2008! i grew it out from a bob for a whole year and now its pretty long. The main reason i really don't want to get it cut is because i feel like i done so well too grow it this far because I'm really scissor happy but the split ends are ruining my life. It also needs dyed so i was thinking of dying it next week and then going for the chop, but I'm dreading leaving the salon with super short hair. I always think hairdressers convince you so well to go short , i guess they must get bored standing about in there all day and want to ruin someones life, I'm joking don't worry! but yeah I'm obviously hoping getting the chop will help it grow better, leave your thoughts! .

Another thing even though I'm skint i didn't like anything from the Christopher Kane for topshop, did i bump my head in the night?! . I don't know, but not inspiring for me sorry.

X-factor Saturdays
Irn bru , my teeth hates it but oh well
Online window shopping, y'all know what i mean ;)
ke$ha - tik tok, check it out !
Keeping up with the kardashians
Americas next top model short gals, holla!

Tyra banks, she looks so bored and always flirts with the noted fashion photographer ;) anybody else sick of hearing that?
Missing my boyfee
missing domino's Saturdays

Friday, 25 September 2009

25th Sept 09.

So since this blog doesn't really seem to be taking off as make-up or fashion related i thought id just blog. I will carry on with those sorts of post's and tags of course but because of my current situation it wont be a lot. Work had cut my hours and made it clear they wouldn't be putting them back up so i left, there for i have just embarked on the world of unimplemented which i'm hoping i will be back out of before Christmas. I really didn't want too do that but i wasn't going to stick around and play mug too a shabby work force. Anyway enough about me being a depressed bitch i have to just get my head down and get working for a nice stable job but never in retail again. There hasn't been a lot going on with me for the major fact that I'm skint, i have just been spending time with my friends and my boyfriend. This week i went with my friend Kaighla to get her second tattoo and i had been thinking a lot about getting one, I'm not the sort of girl to get a big colourful one i was thinking maybe just some script text at the side of my ribs? the text will be Bonne nuit et Dieu bénissent. If i have any subbs that are good at french could you confirm it for me ? as i used an online translator haha. Anyhow i'm sorry if you don't like these sorts of post's but i follow a few daily-going on blogs myself and rather like them.

Diet coke
Lie ins
humming birds, how cute?!
wrapping up
woolly tights
Disney movies, always make me feel good!

the cold
no money
split ends
and roots

Paula-Jane xo

Saturday, 12 September 2009

Tag, i guess i'm it.

Hey girls i was tagged by the lovely Boo over at-
So i guess you should go over and check out her lovely blog.
And i tag stace
and also manfa over at

Sorry guys, i'm not too hot with the html !

Ok so the rules are you let your readers know 10 things about you then tag 10 people. Simple!

The Facts

1. My full name is Pauline Jane but up untill i started working i have never ever been called Pauline. I hate it so much when people call me it, i don't even get called it at home when I'm in trouble! .

2. Apart from some smashed cartilage in my knee and various other chips and bumps i have never broke a bone! (touch wood). Its actually surprising because i was quite the little tomboy when i was younger.

3.I have never been stung by a bee/wasp which i'm very thank full about, i'm really scared of them they are so disgusting and evil looking. Oh and for the books when people say dont flap about they will just sting you, SO not true.I done a whole lotta flapping in my time.

4.I can't stand arrogant people who have been brought up thinking one way and stick too it.

5. When i was younger i had my heart set on being a dentist.

6.I prefer Reading to writing.I just cringe at things i wrote down ages ago. I look back and think oh my god you goose.

7.I went to drama class's all through my childhood and loved every second of it. Nowadays i could never do anything like that, its so nice to be young and carefree.

8.I can't stand racists.

9.I really don't get twilight. My best friend made me watch it like 3 times and i was like ''i'm still not getting it..''

10.I have seen every sex and the city episode atleat twice!

So thanks for tagging me, If anyone wants to tag me then feel free just leave me a little comment to say, because I'm a little slow on the uptake !

pjay xo

Wednesday, 9 September 2009


Heyy, so i though i'd do a little wish list, its just a small one because my hours at work have been cut (grr) and im currently looking for a new fulltime job which is stressfull.

*New foundation , revlon colour stay in buff.
*Garnier summer skin.
*New cardigans and leggans, its getting so chilly!
*Sims 3, im a big sims geek, i have it at my boyfees but i need it up here haha.

Also, please leave me idea's for this blog, pjay xoxo

Monday, 7 September 2009

Style icons.

Most girls have someone they see in magazines or on tv and you think why do they always looks good, they never make mistakes and they set trends. I don't really follow couture or anything i just like what i see and see what i like. So i though i'd share some style icons that always make me think waw and inspire me.

1) This will come as no shock to people that know me, and i know most girls love her. So yes Miss Mary-Kate Olsen, the woman can do no wrong in my eyes. I have loved her style since i was about 13/14 i love the way she can make anything look amazing and effortless.

) Debbie Harry. Although she is not current i just love everything about her. I like too look back at photos of her and i just think she must have been so cool back then again another girl that could do effortless glamour! i don't even know if it's the style or just the whole persona.

3) Betsy Johnson. This woman is amaaaazing everything she does and designs is just so quirky and different, its like cute meets cool.I could literally sit and look at her designs forever!

So that's it girls, sorry there isn't much too look at there just isn't anything inspiring me and the moment it's all so samey. Another thing that draws my attention is i just love love love too look at peoples personal styles and take idea's from it, sometimes it beats me that one person could be so stylish.I guess its just how you wear it! - anyway girls again i tag anybody that wants to do it,

pjay xoxo

Hair history.

I really love these post's so i though i would do one. First of all id like to say my hair hasn't had that many changes compared to some people but its just abit of fun. And secondly some of my hair Do's where scary! and i was really young so bare that in mind. Ok so here goes.

ok this was me age about 1 and very bald haha! my hair was actually like this untill i was about 2 and a half! my mum had to get my ears pierced because i looked abit like a baby boy haha.

So untill i was about 13 and started dying my hair it was its natural light brown colour with a side fringe sometimes i would go between bobs and then let it grow out. Then i turned 13/14 and it was still short so i started to wear extensions. I didn't have highlights, they where just my friends blond extensions haha!. check that make-up oh god.

So i started getting bored of my short hair and i would get really scissor happy and start cutting really short layers in and i was still wearing extensions.In the picture below i did a home bleach job haha its blond side flash. ps r.i.p mr baby

When i got too about 14 i started dying it really dark brown/black but only ever semi perm. so sometimes it was really dark and then other times it was washed out while i was between dying it.It was so horrific i hate looking at pictures of it. Again still wearing extensions.

so while i was waiting for my hair too grow i would sometimes cut myself fringes and then grow them out etc, during this period i dyed my hair black a few times before stopping it forever. I have had fringe since.

Ok so now my hair was back to my natural colour and i promised myself never to dye it dark again - still wearing the extent ions. I must have spend a fortune! buying new sets every 2/4 months or so

So it was a long long period of having my natural brown hair colour and wearing extensions everyday, i always wore them curly while my hair was still really short to make it seem less obvious

I think you get the drift , in all the photos from summer 08 too now just all look the same, i am so happy to say i have finally ditched the extensions and my hair is now a decent length without them.So this is it now.

As you can see its getting there! never to be cut short ever again haha. After years of avoiding the hair dressers i'm just starting to look after my hair properly!. Sorry that this was so picture heavy and that i diden't use alot of pictures and explain things right i'm not on my own laptop.I tag anybody who wants to do this its alot of fun to see other peoples xoxo